ep: this raid

dört eski şarkım için yeni kayıtlar yaptım:

nothing is certain

sweet demise

this raid

the joy the madness and the fear

90'larda yazdığım ama yeni kaydetme fırsatı bulduğum bir parça "this raid". söz ve müzik bana ait, ben söylüyorum, düzenlemesini kendim yaptım, sonrasında yapay zeka (suno) kullandım - bir tür stüdyo müzisyen(ler)i gibi çalışmış oldu. tam içime sinmiş değil, "demo" gibi görmeye daha yakınım. youtube linki ve sözler aşağıda.

the pain behind my eyes is coming from the skies

i have second thoughts, don’t know how long my soul will last

this raid upon my world is eating up the life i’ve got

stored in a secret land, out of reach and far away.

proved to be so close to you, and i couldn’t hide away

burst out laughing without a care, the joke is on me.

 

some things always change, you cannot see what you left behind

and you shed your life, like a snake

the pain behind my eyes tells me how much more i can

go on riding winds before i break apart

 

couldn’t find a better time to cut my left ear for you

burst out laughing without a care, the joke is on me.

 

taking it in my stride, i used to go on and on

but i feel the change creeping inside me like a worm

the hatred goes away, all the questions disappear

the silence still remains, growing like a tree inside

the blazing sky has taken all my funny sides but left me this

i burst out laughing like i’m mad, the joke is on me.

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